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moonlightmystery143

feel like garbage and have no reason why

like you just feel like general variety horrible except nothing specific past there

and you still feel the same way you do when youre angsting over something

you feel the same knot in your gut and the same headache and choky throat and the same band around your chest keeping you from breathing

and you do feel like trash mentally too

cept you dont have anything specific going through your head besides wow im garbage and i feel like garbage

and you dont even know what youre upset about because whenever you try and figure that out any and all thought past wow i feel like garbage is fuzzy and vague and incomprehensible

and youd actually rather be angsting over something in particular because at least then you know what youre upset over

does that like actually happen to other people or does my body just hate me

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