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crowsoul50

and then I destroy myself by sleeping for four hours a night on a regular basis, forgetting to eat, and I just tried to pull out a 400° oven rack with my bare hand because I wasn’t paying attention. 

Also because I ignore that I have through-the-roof anxiety and terrible coping mechanisms but then ignore it the best I can because other people need me and I would rather make eight people happy then have eight people trying to make me happye. 

I’m great

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For we are your nightmares, we are your dreams

We are all you created

We are all that you are and all that you've been

All that you've loved and you've hated. . .

And thats why I don't care about other ppl! Hm, that may have came out rude...

 

Do you mean...what others think or about their welfare?

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It don't matter what my name is

 

I don't got one, I'm not famous, no

 

         

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livelyfire22

*sigh* you care too much. Just become a secluded, lonely, rude, in-the-corner person, it should lighten the mood .-.

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dancebutterfly4

 mood

 

I wake up in the night, andf I'm a really light sleeper. So I get 3-5 hours most nights? Wow I'm a mess

 

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hey youngblood, doesn't it feel like our time is running out?

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crowsoul50

Their welfare. I overextend myself helping other people that I just abandon myself sometimes :P

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darkheart838

Actually, you and I are a lot alike: anxiety that we ignore, care so much about others we ignore what we need, terrible coping mechanisms (I punch metal doors when I'm angry, or pinch under my jaw), and do dumb things like grab a 400° oven rack with a bare hand when we aren't paying attention (I don't mean "dumb" rudely). Wow.... Finally. Someone like me.

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Jade.....maybe you should call me Dark.......

 

My heart is dark and hard. It protects me.

 

But  underneath that is a loving, kind, scared, and strong girl

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crowsoul50

@Dark a lot of the anxiety I have is self caused; I have half a semesters worth of an online health class to do in about a week and I keep putting it off which makes me even more stressed so I push it away even more

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ok maybe you should, like, take a nap or something bc you obviously need some sleep

 

 

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crowsoul50

It's too late for me in the sleep deparment. No amount of coffee is going to stop me from looking like a raccoon every day. If I went to sleep when I was supposed to, I'd consistently wake up around 2 or 3 AM, which is when I would usually start sleeping, sometimes later. 

Also it's like almost impossible for me to sleep during the day for some reason

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We are all that you are and all that you've been

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darkheart838

Last year in the second semester, I took about fifteen classes at once. Not a good idea.

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Jade.....maybe you should call me Dark.......

 

My heart is dark and hard. It protects me.

 

But  underneath that is a loving, kind, scared, and strong girl

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crowsoul50

How is that allowed..?

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For we are your nightmares, we are your dreams

We are all you created

We are all that you are and all that you've been

All that you've loved and you've hated. . .

Lol I usually can't sleep cause I'm so restless, i feel like i should be outside. I love the night, it's nice and quiet, only me, the shadows and the sky. But I never stay up late thinking about ppl welfare o_o

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It don't matter what my name is

 

I don't got one, I'm not famous, no