People assume that nothing's wrong
"You're smiling, so you're okay"
Yes, I seem like I'm strong
But I'm really just the prey
It's deception, the art of lying
Someone's smile could always be fake
I'm sick of trying, always crying
My life could be at stake
Of course it's not just me,
Others feel the same feeling,
Though I wish it was, you see,
So they could all begin healing
It starts with a little temptation,
Just a little control,
It gets harder to quit-no amount of negotiation
can get me out of this black hole
It's a mind trick,
Only medicine can break,
You start to realize, it starts to click
This is a nightmare from which you will never wake
What was that feeling they call joy?
I'm trapped inside a tired, terrible void
Am I some kind of toy?
Everything I loved to do is now unenjoyed
There's no end to this,
I'm making people sad by just hearing my name,
To really laugh, with pure happiness I miss,
And it pains me others feel the same.
I know there's a cure,
even though it takes a long time,
I'm absolutely sure
this ladder of dullness you will no longer have to climb
I'm not there yet but wait for me,
I'm making my way there slowly,
It's like the waves at the beach are pulling me back into the sea,
For now I'll hide behind my fake smile-but soon, you'll see,
From this dark ocean we will flee.
And then we will be free.
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