sighs still they don't even they say they do hah more lies gotta love em

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Me too *sighs* I actually made a thread about it also xd didn't know you did as well xd 

 

 

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again mods, seriously?

 

ehh hello me sisters (of course we're the firsts to notice this xd)

 

also, shane gets off his ban in a week

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That's nice they still act like nothing is wrong heh all just lies 

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happy

early

birthday

me.

 

your best friend, your sister, is breaking down and you dont know why.

how flippin pleasant.

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Oh there you go

walking through that door 

And you act like you've done nothing wrong 

 

So you care for nothing but me 

But I can't trust what I can't see 

And i'm sure you've got nothing for me 

Time to take your lies away 

 

Wanna burn a hole in my head 

Wanna take the roof over my head 

Wanna take my heart and soul 

But i owe you nothing 

You wanna take my heart and soul 

Heart and soul 

Heart and soul 

Heart and soul away 

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Heh guess we're in the same boat mills 

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I feel like I do know but then again I can always be wrong lorde knows I have many of times 

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I've been wrong the whole time... 

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you know what kaylee there is going to be  a long wall of text heading your way

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Oh boy a long wall of text 

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"Oh boy" im really not in the mood for your whatever this is. You need to read this long wall of text until you remember it by heart.

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.... -waits- 

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stupid flippin-

 

agh wait a second

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I should start with this.. You sit here and tell me nobody wants you. But, I don't understand where your coming from that. I don't see where I became nobody. I mean.. In my eyes im somebody. And in my eyes im somebody important and, my opinion matters. But I am pretty stupid. But im defiantly not nobody. So when you tell me nobody wants you.. That hurts. Cause, I don't see how you can say that when there is someone fighting for you, every day, right in front of you, because they care about you. So, if you can't hear me when I tell you that you matter, Maybe now you will hear me. I am not no one so do not say nobody wants you because I want you and I fight for you everyday. I think about you everyday, I wonder how your doing, because I- I cant be there with you all the time. But that doesn't mean im nobody. Cause I care. And ya know, the person who says that nobody cares about them is usually the person with the most people caring about them! So.. Yeah. Thats the person i've been fighting for. The person who says nobody cares about them when somebody does. And ya know im cool with that. But there is a line that when you cross it.. Ya know.. That.. that really hurts. You told me.. Nobody wanted you. Ok we get that. But then you have the nerve to tell me that there is no such thing as happiness or love. Right there. I know that is a lie. You tell me that happiness and love is a lie and that it is just all fairytales and stories and its a lie like all of that! Right now your lying to me when you say that because I know happiness and I know love! You know it too. But your too blind to see it! Okay does it sound like im being harsh right now? Yeah. Thats called tough love. Love. Love! Get it through your head it is real! And it is right in front of you! Ya I know I smile everyday and if you really know me you might find that hypocritical but I smile everyday because I find something to be happy about! Every day. Even when its the worst day on Earth, somebody makes me smile even if it has no relation to me. You know why? I recognize happiness. I understand it. I cherish it. I believe in it. But somethings happened along the way and you no longer see it as a possibility. You say its a lie like fairytales. Fairytales are not lies. They're.. They're suppose to inspire you. Ya know? You look at this character and see them going through a situation that seems, almost totally impossible. Like no human could ever get through that. But you see them persevere! You see them go through this.. and you see them holding their heads high. Even when they fall they get back up! And then you see the end! Something, ya know there is good out of what they just went through. They're suppose to tell you.. that you should just keep going because there are good moments that happen. And no matter who you are your going to have a good moment in your life! So dont close the book before you've even gotten to the climax. Dont tell me there are no happy endings because your not God you cant read the end of your book. You cant read the last page. You cant. But if you do close that book, and if you stop writing it.. I will pick your book up in hand with mine. And I will write yours and mine at the same time! And I will think about closing mine, bout closing yours, bout closing em both because its hard to write two books at once. But guess what? Life is hard! Writing your book of life is gonna be difficult. And if I am sitting here willing to pick up your book of life, and write it even after your done with it.. Then by God! You had best- Better open your eyes. Only a blind person doesnt see what in front of them. And if you cant see that there is somebody so willing to do anything for you because they care about you and are happy and want to make you happy and they love you! I just..... Because- Cause, here's there thing. There are happy endings. I've seen them. There is love because Ive seen it, I've felt it, I've experienced it. And part of love, and part of happiness if pain. Because if you experience pain while you are happy then you know you are happy. When you're in love you know you're in love. You. Know. Dont tell me its a lie, dont try to bring me down with you because I am not bringing- I'm not bringing myself down and im not going to let you bring yourself down either! I will pick you up, and I will carry you so help me! Even after your dead! I will fight for you! I will fight for your memory because guess what? Everything you do is etched in time. You cant get rid of it, so, ending you're life, ending you're book, its not worth it. So dont say your not wanted when somebody wants you.. Cause thats what you'll get...

 

(mods, please let this through, and let this through quickly. she needs to hear this)

 

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You sit here and tell me nobody wants you.

But, I don't understand where your coming from that.

I don't see where I became nobody.

I mean.. In my eyes im somebody.

 

And in my eyes im somebody important and,

my opinion matters.

But I am pretty stupid.

But im defiantly not nobody

So when you tell me nobody wants you.. That hurts.

Cause, I don't see how you can say that when

there is someone fighting for you, every day,

right in front of you, because they care about you.

So, if you can't hear me when I tell you that you matter,

Maybe now you will hear me.

I am not no one so do not say nobody wants you because

I want you and I fight for you everyday.

 

I think about you everyday,

I wonder how your doing, because I-

I cant be there with you all the time.

But that doesn't mean im nobody.

Cause I care. And ya know,

the person who says that nobody cares about them is

usually the person with the most people caring about them!

So.. Yeah. Thats the person i've been fighting for.

The person who says nobody cares about them when somebody does.

And ya know im cool with that. But there is a line that when you cross it..

Ya know.. That.. that really hurts. You told me.. Nobody wanted you.

Ok we get that. But then you have the nerve to tell me that there is no such thing as

happiness or love. Right there. I know that is a lie. You tell me that happiness and love is a lie

and that it is just all fairy tales and stories and its a lie like all of that!

 

Right now your lying to me when you say that because I know happiness and I know love!

You know it too.

But your too blind to see it!

Okay does it sound like im being harsh right now?

Yeah. Thats called tough love.

Love.

Love!

Get it through your head it is real! And it is right in front of you!

Yeah I know I smile everyday and if you really know me you might

find that hypocritical but I smile everyday because I find something to be happy about!

Every day.

Even when its the worst day on Earth, somebody makes me smile even if it has no relation to me.

You know why?

 

I recognize happiness.

I understand it.

I cherish it.

I believe in it.

But somethings happened along the way and you no longer see it as a possibility.

You say its a lie like fairytales. Fairy tales are not lies.

They're.. They're suppose to inspire you. Ya know?

You look at this character and see them going through a situation that seems, almost totally impossible.

Like no human could ever get through that. But you see them persevere!

You see them go through this.. and you see them holding their heads high.

Even when they fall they get back up! And then you see the end!

Something, ya know there is good out of what they just went through.

 

They're suppose to tell you..

that you should just keep going because there are good moments that happen.

And no matter who you are your going to have a good moment in your life!

So dont close the book before you've even gotten to the climax.

Dont tell me there are no happy endings because your not gawd you cant read the end of your book.

You cant read the last page. You cant. But if you do close that book, and if you stop writing it..

I will pick your book up in hand with mine.

And I will write yours and mine at the same time!

And I will think about closing mine, about closing yours, about closing em both because its hard to write two books at once.

But guess what? Life is hard!

Writing your book of life is gonna be difficult.

And if I am sitting here willing to pick up your book of life, and write it even after your done with it..

Then by gawd! You had best-

Better open your eyes.

Only a blind person doesnt see what in front of them.

And if you cant see that there is somebody so willing to do anything for you because they care

They care about you and are happy and want to make you happy and they love you! I just.....

Because- Cause, here's there thing. There are happy endings. I've seen them. There is love because Ive seen it,

I've felt it, I've experienced it. And

part of love, and part of happiness if pain.

Because if you experience pain while you are happy then you know you are happy.

When you're in love you know you're in love. You.

Know.

Dont tell me its a lie, dont try to bring me down with you because I am not bringing-

I'm not bringing myself down and im not going to let you bring yourself down either!

I will pick you up, and I will carry you so help me! Even after your deady!

I will fight for you!

I will fight for your memory because guess what?

Everything you do is etched in time.

You cant get rid of it, so, ending you book, its not worth it.

So dont say your not wanted when somebody wants you.. Cause thats what you'll get...

 

 

 

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yup i just retyped that whole thing

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-please hold- Mills you are somebody you have always been a somebody I never stopped caring for you or Mariah I never stopped loving you two It just hurts when the people you care about the most and rely on the most and the people you thought would be there no matter what aren't there hurts far more then words can explain -please hold for other post- 

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kaylee we are always there for you no matter what pull us aside any day and we can talk about whatever you know this

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Clearly it didn't go through and I doubt this one will too but worth a shot I guess 

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Ughhhhh this is really getting annoying -sighs- okay welp short version it is then even though it's something that you can't do the short version with but yeah 

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Mills you left me when I needed you the most I was in deep pain oats just talking to us but not actually talking to us hurted me far more then one could imagine there's a reason why I don't talk about her and why I push away everything that reminds me of her I still can't listen to "I am a stone" I still can't watch series of unfortunate events... I needed you the most and all you did was go to bed like I was fine (this is going to be in multiple post) 

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you knew I was hurting you knew I needed you, you knew that I was in pain, you knew I asked Gekkoo to stop, you knew that it was close to the worse night of my life but all you did was leave me alone in the cold. I've sacrificed so much for the two I have a life, I have a family, I have friends but i'm always here ALWAYS all I ask is that you return the favor that's all I ask... I felt betrayed I felt used I felt like I was taken for granted and then last night... 

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All day you asked for me, begged for me, wanted to talk to me, wanted me to be there wanted to help but when I came on and Mariah came you both acted like nothing is wrong like everything is okay like just because I'm here means I must be okay I felt lied too I felt played once again. I want to believe you I want what you're saying to be true I want it so badly but my trust is very weak I need you to show me that the voices in my head are wrong that what you're saying is true. 

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I need proof... The voices in my head are drowning  out everything else.... I need you I need your help I need to feel like i'm not being taken for granted that you guys do care I need it desperately....  Twice as strong.. 

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"Busted Heart (Hold on to me)" For King and Country 

 

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Kaylee I never meant to leave you alone in the dark. I'm sorry I did. I know you asked Gekkoo to stop, and I'm sorry that I pushed everything else out of the way for a little bit. I never meant to do that to you. I'm so sorry. That day when I was pleading, hurting so horribly, and  you didnt show up. I knew you were there though. I-when Mari came I still thought about you. And I hurt on the inside because I still knew that my heart doesn't want you to be in pain and I couldnt even imagine what was wrong. I just hid my pain. Its easier to hide it behind a screen than it is with a smile. 

 

I wanted to talk to Oats. Kaylee, if you get a chance like that, you take it. You always take it, no matter what. She's our sister.

 

I left because I knew you were hurting. (plus the next day was supposed to be hectic, i needed my energy) But it's tough love. It's what my family does instead of Humor. 

 

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I do a lot for you too. I get on here, stay up until one (or six, depending on my current energy) and I let you rabbit trail and the list could gol on. But we're not talking about that. We're talking about you and what you're going through and how you're hurting.

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I feel like I should be in this..don't know what to say though...

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I know you too mills and you Mariah i get that and I appreciate it I will admit somedays I don't realize it and when I realize I didn't realize it i'm kicking myself for it. 

 

 

For you yeah sure take that opportunity but for me... Talking about that someone or them talking to me for a moment hurts and just makes things worse cause all it does is make me think of what I once had and that I'll never have that again which feels like a scar getting ripped opened. For me it's better if you talk to me when you can be there instead of just for a moment I always have the memories i'll never forget them and I don't want to they make me who I am and allow me to appreciate and love the life that's been given to me but it's easier for me if I just don't think about that person till I know they can be there cause like I said it will just remind me of what I once had. 

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-slowly hugs her-

 

Oats comes home in two weeks. Gekkoo will get her on. We always have the fall though. She's coming back if I have to (diet) to get her here.

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Mills if you're gonna hug me hug me I Don't take slow hugs or half hugs or any of that sort. You should see me and my one cousin he only does side hugs and i'm like no and I forcefully make him straight up hug me and he's in his twenties.  it's pretty great xd 

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And neither one of you is on.. Great just great...

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