Have you ever laid on a stone cold road?..

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Mhm. I do it when I'm bored sometimes. Or a busy road. But usually I get kicked off.

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I-I laid in the road...it was stone cold but I honestly liked the feeling of being frozen...

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

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It does sort of give you a nice feeling. I don't live in a snowy place, but whenever I visit snowy places, I lay in their roads. It's kind of like, being frozen while the world is speeding around you, ready to run you over. But you're just one with the ice, hoping you don't break.

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Eh getting run over sounds nice because then all I would have to focus on is breathing...

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

BuT iF yOu MeAsUrE lOvE iN fAlSe SeCuRiTiEs..I oWe YoU nOtHiNg At AlL

 

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It's not fun, trust me. I took a little too long to get out of the way once. Only broke a leg but it was still painful, not like a peaceful thing like you'd think. Don't try it.

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I've been in a hospital bed before Jazz and I honestly don't care if it's noisy but yet quiet or if the air is stale or if people are constantly checking on me or any of that. The point I'm getting at is that I always have a million and one things on my mind and there is always something that has to be done now and if I was in a hospital bed all I would have to think about is breathing and just getting annoyed. 

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

BuT iF yOu MeAsUrE lOvE iN fAlSe SeCuRiTiEs..I oWe YoU nOtHiNg At AlL

 

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okay

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-pokes you- 

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

BuT iF yOu MeAsUrE lOvE iN fAlSe SeCuRiTiEs..I oWe YoU nOtHiNg At AlL

 

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-pokes back-

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:| I want to rant but...

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

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You can rant. I'll listen.

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It's more of a vent then rant...and -sighs- I don't know maybe it's all in my head..

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

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Vent or rant, you can talk to me. I’ll listen and help you out with anything if you need it. That’s what family’s there for. 

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what if it's about family?...

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

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You can still rant to me.

 

But listen, my world is falling apart right now. I know Lev's is as well. And yours. You guys are strong enough. I'm leaving the SAMB for a while. You can rant nonstop and I'll be here, maybe starring a post once and a while as a reminder I'm still here, even if I may not post. It's not forever. I just can't be on here right now.

 

I can't go two minutes without crying. I'm falling. There's nothing I can do about it. I just don't think I can be here right now, with the people I love that make me most emotional. I can't explain it. I just can't be here. I need some time. I'm sorry we could never be as close, and I know you won't take this as hard as if it were Lev or Mariah. I'm sorry we could never make a bond like you have with them. 

 

Bye for now, Key.

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My world isn't falling apart I'm stuck with the same *filter* I've been stuck with. I've become apathetic to it. I don't expect anyone to stick around anymore. Yeah it still hurts a hek-in lot but what can I do about it? I'll always meet awesome people I want to have in my life forever but 

 

 

I love you Nora I'm here if you need anything. I'm sorry life is *filter* right now. I'm here if ever you want to talk about it. Stay safe and don't do anything stupid. 

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Still alive 

 

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ooof guess that's what happens when you're in a rush. 

 

Let me just do that last sentence of the first paragraph again...

 

I'll always meet awesome people I want to have in my life forever or at least a good amount of time but it's not going to happen. And everyone says the same thing so I don't know who to believe. 

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Key, there's no believing anyone. Don't listen to people who lie to you. It's fairly simple. You're the only one in control of who you're going to trust and believe that they'll stay. 

 

And thanks for trying to one-up me there. Really boosted the mood.

 

I'm not leaving forever. So I'll repeat those truly meaningful words that can sum up a whole year of being family: stay safe and don't do anything stupid.

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I think the bond I have with them is because I spent way more time with them then with you. Honestly when I first met you you kinda annoyed me lol. So when you were pretty active I didn't really try to spend time with you and then you became less active and that's when you were growing on me? I don't know how to describe without it sounding like I had a crush on you or something. So it's really just because I spent less time with you I think. 

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Wow, Key

That's really rude, you know that?

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You know what, just-- I can't right now. Shouldn't have said that, or even said I was leaving

 

bye. I guess.

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Wait what? Dude no, agh I didn't mean it like that.  I love you Jazz it just took warming up to you is all. I didn't know you very well back then. All I saw was the surface but I know you now. I'm sorry it came out that way...some times I just type without thinking how it sounds...

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Whatever, Key. Only adds onto the list. 

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sometimes I instantly bond with people and sometimes I don't. I don't know what to say to fix my mistake....

 

I love you okay? YOU. ARE. FAMILY. TO. ME. What did you want me to say? That I'll miss you terribly and end up crying because I'll have all these memories and unable to make more. I didn't say that because I figured it would make it even harder. Like you would think you were causing me pain or something. That's why I didn't say that... I'm sorry...just- just know I love you and always will...

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You're my family, too. I love you. I'm sorry. Thank you.

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Hey Kaylee.

It hasn't been that long since I last talked to you. But I just want to warn you. It could be a lot longer. You have all my prairs that no matter what you go through in the future you'll get through. When I'm not there to support you. Thanks for all the great memories. Stay safe out there.

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-sighs-..how much longer are we talking here?..weeks, months, year, years...? Thanks Nor that really means a lot to me and same goes to you. No, thank you. You've changed my life in some aspects and have gotten me through some really rough times in my life and have saved me from a lot of pain and hurt so I should be the one thanking you. I love you Jazz stay safe too, don't do any risky business =-= I'll miss you terribly as always. Spat forever! XD 

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Spat forever!
And if I had to guess, it'd be months. But I'd find a way to contact you if I did have to leave for a year.

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Okay... :/ love you Nora. You still remind me of the strawberry from Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2. XD 

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Good. I have no idea what that is. XD.

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You've never seen Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs????!!! Dude you have to watch them. The first and second mainly the second one because of the strawberry. 

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Ooof I worry to much...Mills hasn't been on at all for two days...it's not like her...I really gotta stop =-= 

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Hey so um when you feel like posting something look for a thread called "Cembr Acaronar" in the place where the world says hello to the sky. 

 

 

I hope you get that hint there. 

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I'll bare the cold with you

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bear* auto...

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hello

 

you online?

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Nora!!!!! Hug tackles "I missed you" ;-; ^-^ 

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How are you doing? Any better than last time we talked? Need anything? 

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I missed you more :))

 

I'm doing all right. And you?

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