Writing in my old color and font like I was ten. Because I'm going to miss it.
I've already gotten emotional omg
I've been on SAMB since 2013. I was very little, having just read the books and finding this site. I was a dramatic little bean, with a need for the spotlight.
I've since changed.
I met so many amazing people who have changed my life. Ruby, Storm, Cassy, Icicle, Happeh, Sunshine, Wolf, Mimi. Just to name a few.
You all have made my days since I was 10. I would go to school and talk about my friends, and the fun we had.
I've been in so many RPs that I couldn't name them all.
I've changed my Signature 14900 times.
I've made so many OCs I can't even remember them all.
and I've made so many memories. With all of you.
I have something I would like to come clean on, though I really don't want to.
It has to be said.
I'm Dipper Pines.
I know, I know, but hear my reasoning before you begin you yell.
I was so tired of being reminded who I've hurt, and all of the drama I've caused as Blaise. When I was younger, I had the habit of creating new accounts like every week. Because it was fun. It was like creating a new OC of yourself.
Which, I decided, was what I needed to do. I'm not going to say it was a smart decision, but it definitely changed me.
I began to play more as Dipper than Blaise.
They began to become two different people, not just to everyone else, but to me. I can't think of Dipper and Blaise as the same person. Because they're two different sides of me.
Dipper is my more confident, modern, inspirational side. He was the person I wanted to be in real life. Not afraid of saying anything. Not to mention he was Dipper Pines, from my favorite show, Gravity Falls.
Now Jokester, if you ever see this, I am so sorry. But none of the memories we made were fake. I'm still the same ol' Pinetree you knew.
But I'm also Blaise.
Blaise was my more childish side. You know, the pink font. Queen of literally everything. My character had pigtails for like 2 years, for cryin' out loud. But my childish side hurt the people who didn't want to play pretend. And I still deeply regret that.
Again, I am so sorry to everyone. But I did not lie this time, I did not make a new "Violet" (from like 2015) or anything. This is still me, Dipper is still me.
I just split them up, I split myself into two sides. Two different people. The person I am (Blaise) and the person I dream to be (Dipper).
Now you may proceed to yell and get angry. And you have all the right to.
But I will still miss you all, I will still hold on to all the memories I've made with my friends.
And I will follow you guys into the next dimenson- the Home Base.
(However you get to that)
Blaise/Dipper Quill Pines.
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